Smiles

And when summer ends :)

2011-09-05T15:00:00.000+08:00

So just to sum up summer before i head to UK

I traveled to Australia for almost a month

Worked for another

And spend time with my family

And plenty with my boyfriend

Family dinner with my grandparents and aunt and uncle and cousins :)

Head to Batu Caves with my parents :)

And the whole week spend with him :)

And now its time to FLY LIKE a G6 :)

Books

2011-08-09T22:57:00.000+08:00

I wouldn't say i am an avid fan of reading, but it is in my list.
When i do have the time, i'd want to spend time with my books.
It gives me peace, gives me .. "me" time.

I just finished a book, this book was really meaningful... it was about faith, god and human.

After reading, it gives you a .. true satisfaction :)

And every moment is precious

2011-08-02T20:30:00.000+08:00

I don't know who, but someone once told me, when you are in a long distance, far from one another.

That is when every phone call is special

Every time you meet its special.

You don't want to waste even in a single second
If i could, i wish i could spend all 24 hours with u, next to you

Its not only my boyfriend who i'll be missing

My mom, my dad, my friends

My mom didn't know i was leaving on the 9th

Ah, she was going all teary

Gosh ....

I don't want to leave too.

I want things to stay the same

The same comfy bit

But, i need to just complete this 2 more years

And i'll be done :)

First day of work! :)

2011-07-25T22:52:00.002+08:00

Ah, first day of work, moral lesson of the day,
Don't drink coffee with an empty stomach, it makes you so high that its so difficult to stop talking :D

Owhhh so yummy, makes my tummy so happy :)

2011-07-23T17:40:00.001+08:00

Alright, i had an awesome congee, Simply pork, peanut and dried oysters,
Owhhh so yummyy :)

I love durians as well, (I see myself eating lots of durians), i've convienced myself " EAT AS MUCH DURIANS AS YOU CAN"!. Obviously i couldn't care, if i am growing fat or not, my motto now is eat as much and enjoy all the food you can before you leave!

Visa and accommodation is such a difficult thing. I can't wait to get over with it! :)

Work is going to start on Monday, after hearing Nat's complains about work, i feel like just staying at home!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH :(

But anyway, happy happy happy meeeeeeeeeeeeeee :) :) *eat lots of durians* :) :) :)

Ohh, and the blog is so PINK! so gay :D

Bitter not :)

2011-07-19T18:02:00.000+08:00

Alright, i think my brain cells have grown again.

I am not being bitter anymore about going to UK.
Okay fine, most probably i'll cry when i miss mom, and dad and friend, and boyfriend

But the thought of new experience, living independently :).

And well, to be less bitter, 11 hours of different isn't that bad, its better than 8 hours. 8 hours is right in the middle of nowhere, 11 hours at least its light and day, almost the same time :)

2 years isn't that long, just 4 semester, 4 semesters is just ... 12 X 4 = 48 weeks!

Thats not that long right? And then after that no more skype no more LDR

That is if everything stays the same. ... ahh hence, bitter not :)

Late night

2011-07-17T17:23:00.002+08:00

I remember, there was once, we were driving back home late night, after someone's party.
A friend of mine asked me "Is meeting him, one of the greatest thing in life?". I was going down
an emotional roller coaster then, i was pretty drunk, he wasn't around and constantly busy.
It took me a while, and i answered "Yes". I live with no regrets :)

I hate menstrual cycle. I hate hormones.

2011-05-22T20:34:00.000+08:00

Let me rant, WHY BEING A GIRL IS HORRIBLE

1) YOU GET PMS AND YES YOU DO.
So what happens when u get this PMS thing, first off you get hungry all the time. And yes ALL THE TIME. And i end up sleeping off the hunger. And yes when u reach out for the food, you'll have this self-conflict.

" If i eat this chocolate, i'd end up growing fat, and when i grow fat i'd need to lose weight"

Okay so forget about the chocolate. Oh not to forget, an apple wouldnt satisfy me. I need something extremely oily of extremely sweet

Then i lose my sleeping pattern.

Yes i can't sleep. Some are blessed with the constantly feel sleepy, but i feel the opposite. I can't sleep.
Which makes things worse when i wake up groggy. And then i drink a cup of coffee. And then i get IBS. And then i think-all-kind-of-horrible things.

And then you get pimples after drinking excessive amount of coffee and excessive amount of chocolate.
And then you need to study for exams. And then you feel stress. And then you feel hungry. And then you feel ugly. And then you just feel like crying. And then you just wanna piss everyone in the world. And then you sound like some bimbo.

Heck i dont care. I feel like shit.

What makes my day. This sepet eye on Kay's blog

LALALAALALA :)

SUMMER SUMMER SUMMER! chants SUMMER!

2011-05-21T12:13:00.000+08:00

I can't wait for summer!!!

No exams!

No studies!

And fingers crossed if i can get an intern at the hospital!

The beach the BEACH IS WAITING FOR ME!

I'll be heading to KK! Beach! Mountain! Water sports? No idea, just the sand the sea and friends! :)

One more week and HELLO BEACH! HELLO PRETTY HILLS!

And then i am going to MELBOURNE!

Weeeee! Thanks daddy for paying my flight and expenses there! And my brother for giving me a place to bunk! Another 3 weeks in Melbourne!

Till then, i've got one more horrible exam!

And then its time to TRAVEL! And see the world! And that means taking photo!

Can't wait for it! :) :)

I am bored from listening to podcast about Coitus, when its amazingly boring and even the person lecturing was *yawning* during the lecture!

Hello exams! :)

2011-05-14T10:45:00.001+08:00

I've been so busy lately! Exams are around the corner, the amount i spend time with my books its like i am having a relationship with my notes.

Wake in the morning and i have breakfast with books
Then i read till lunch
Then have lunch with my laptop and my housemate
Then i read again till dinner
Then i have dinner with my friends
Shower and settle for a bit
Then i read till i sleep

Two more weeks baby and its summer! Can't wait for it, fingers crossed hopefully everything goes well!
On another note, at least this exam is hazard free, no tears nothing ... just the books and me! :)

LDR

2011-04-30T10:39:00.000+08:00

I was watching a video,
Its about long distance relationship

" No more distance =)"
" Together at last"

I've got two whole years, and my LDR hasn't even started.

Whether you are in JB, Aussie or when i am in UK. I really wish for once, you can just be next to me =)

Well the video is adorable, check it out! Inspiration to all LDRs :)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wtBk6Y5b-Nc&feature=share

How to be a friend?

2011-04-28T20:50:00.001+08:00

Let me ask,
How do you be a friend?
To be truthful and honest? or just smile and move on.
How do i say this, you know there is always this annoying person, that everyone avoids.
But to be truthful, i think it would be better that if we'd tell her isn't it?
To tell her " Guess what, people avoid you for a reason, so change that habit of yours"
At least well, she'd make some progress in her life. Or am i just going to find another enemy in life?

Frustrated. Tired.

2011-04-25T20:48:00.001+08:00

THIS IS HOW I FEEL

I am so frustrated and tired. I dont know how else can i describe how i feel.
I miss my brother so much. I miss my mom n dad so much. I miss my boyfriend so much. I miss my friends so much.
I am dying to see each one of them so badly
I am sick and tired of writing a thesis. looking at the all the time.
I am sick and tired of studying, my brain seem to be so worn out that even coffee isn't working.
I am sick and tired of every other thing.

I wanna lay on my bed and do nothing.
I wanna dance till i drop
I wanna hug someone so tightly that i feel suffocating
I wanna run till my heart beats like a drum
I wanna jump into the pool and let my stress diffuse off
I wanna scream my lungs off on top of a hill
I wanna feel fresh breeze air bombarding on my face
I wanna look at kid's innocent smiling face

There are so many things
And now i am heading to the shower and then head down and do my dissertation.
Life is joy.

:)

My mom once said :)

2011-04-23T20:25:00.000+08:00

My mummy once said, if i don't get married by 25 years old, she is going to put me on online auction.
This is what she said when i was 15 years old? :). And now, i am 20 going 21. My mom got married at 23. Gosh, i'd never want to get married within ... 2 years? *runs*

Most probably i'd need to find a suitable guy first? :). Which reminds me of the weirdest dream i've had! :)

I've got friends getting married as well. Meh, i am going to finish studying, make big bucks, travel the world and then i'll think of getting married! Mom would say " You say only la"

Now babies in wedding dress and penguin suits? Cute :)

Memories, let go and move on!

2011-04-22T00:28:00.002+08:00

I've got so much to say to be frank. Just now when i was in the car on our way back from satay kajang, it just hit us, its the last week of class. What i've always thought 2 years was a really long time. Snap, it felt like yesterday was the day i just shifted into the on campus accommodation. I could still remember my brother's word. "You're going to spend two years in this hot and stuffy room".

Everyone is going to miss semenyih without doubt isn't it? This is where we first met, first got together, first laugh together, cried together, go crazy together, hug each other and be there for each other, grew up together, took care of each other together and now even our menstrual cycles sync. Funny isn't it? :). We are all so different, indeed, we've all got our difference but by the end of the day. We all sit down, and laugh together.

From the late nights we pull through! :)

I've just watched a video, http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tSdELZxEnHY&feature=share.
Stage 1: Meeting
Stage 2: The chase
Stage 3: Honeymoon
Stage 4: Comfort
Stage 5: Tolerance
Stage 6: Downhill

Lets move on, forget about the sad things and look at the happy things.
For one: My mom send me the cutest text, her "texting" language seem to be so short like mid velley! I am proud mummy knows how to use the phone

For two: I've got yummy jelly in the morning. And the weekends off as its Good Friday. Yay!

For three: I'm gonna get a good night sleep tonight

For four: :) I don't want any reasons to cry anymore.

I like the way she smiles, like mine! till my eyes cant be seen no more

Obviously my maternal instinct is extremely strong. I think its just the menstrual! :)

Farewells and hellos! :)

2011-04-17T22:24:00.000+08:00

Finally its the farewell dinner we are all looking forward to. Free dinner, that is what we all look forward to. No matter where you are from, you'd still be dying for free food isn't it? :)

Tradition yo! :)

Me... Ling Wei....

Junaid...me... ian...cass...

Orange Ad

Mr Wong

Dr Khoo!

Dr Lim!

Ee Cheng...Me...Poh Sze

Friends :)

Friends! :)

Some photos for farewell party! What a long week ... nice week for me!

Weeeee!! :)

Exam in 3 weeks time! *faints*

Cheers to awesome weekend! :)

How getting sleep is a joy

2011-04-12T23:36:00.000+08:00

Lately, i've been having trouble trying to sleep :(. That includes waking up at 4.40am for a few days and i give up trying to sleep, end up writing my thesis.

Maybe i've got too many things in my mind. Stress is taking the worse out of me.

I wonder when will i break down. But for now, i'll stay up. Be strong! :)

Put a smile on my face, and get on, less whiney! :)

Or maybe i just need someone to read my bedtime story! Hehe :)

Bed time stories anyone? I just love despicable me! or maybe just the company i had when i was watching the movie :)

I'll try to sleep after reading up for presentation tmr! Hopefully everything goes well! :)

:) :)

To learn and grow!

2011-04-10T16:47:00.000+08:00

Someone once told me, that we should never care too much about what people say about us.
Even the closet people, because well .. only truth hurts.
If it just nothing, then just brush it off your shoulders.
The 90/10 rule of life applies.
And whatever people say, nobody knows the real situation but yourself.

Now time to put a smile on that frowny face :)

Lots of smile as it is a Sunday :) :) ... :)
My mind is infected with the "Rhythm of love - Plain White Ts"

:)

2011-04-09T15:39:00.000+08:00

Look my best friend has got facebook! :)

Of birthdays and joy :)

2011-04-08T19:06:00.002+08:00

It has been a long week for me, this week at least,

What made me happy was spending time with my friends, both Nat and Niki's birthday.

Spending time with friends who puts a smile on my face :)

With the boys cracking the most horrible jokes

And the girls ... :)

Retarded me trying to steal the lime light! and nat trying to bite my ears off

the boys

aishat.angel.me

the birthday girl

group :)

our tradition :)

huey.nat.me.ian

my other bff :)

me.aishat.

the girls

me.angel

tradition :)

group with andy :)

me.niki.

Of course what made my week :), my Thursday :) was this two friends of mine who came and visited me. Seeing her made me feel so warm and cozy. I am a sucker when it comes to me tanduk,keju,jagung friends or so we call ourselves. They are the loveliest people :) :) :)

Should have took a few photos together, dang, and the yummy fish and our extremely on the note singing of "Jenny" the radio even played that song. The song we all sing in high school, when The Click 5 was famous :)

I love this week.

Maybe its because i procrastinated for the week, time to buck up again!

Silence

2011-04-03T21:32:00.000+08:00

When there is a point, where ... you have no idea what to say to another person anymore
Is it the end?

The day after tomorrow

2011-04-01T18:10:00.000+08:00

Call me a nerd, but i enjoying doing work.

In fact, yes i enjoy writing my thesis.

Drowning myself in heaps of work

Having fun with my friends

I've a new resolution, to jog or swim almost everyday

No, not to lose weight, but it just feels good when you're done exercising.

And well, its awesome when you're so tired that once you get home you'd just drop dead.

At the very least, it stops me from thinking unreasonable things

Like how much i miss my brother and my boyfriend

I am getting used to it

I really am .....

But burying myself in heaps of work and having company of friends and family around

At the very least keeps me sane

I am counting my blessing, i've got friends who are willing to accompany me

Family who are willing to be there for me

Everyone is speculating, world is going to end in May.

So, what are you going to do? If the world is going to end the day after tomorrow?

All you've got left is 24 hours.

I'd go home, spend time with mom, dad and hopefully my brother!

What about you?

The many nature of human

2011-03-24T21:23:00.000+08:00

Humans are such ... special species of human. Or is it, just a part of how human live? Everyone needs a reason to do something.

Why can't someone just do something without .. well .. a reason to it?

Just recently i've got a new classmate, and its rather amusing seeing the way she behaves. Its like, when you're a kid again. Anyway, she is so amusing tho watch because when you've got something that would benefit her. She sticks to you like a magnet and anyone else who she can stick to like a magnet. I always thought, we would have stopped being such pretentious since i grad from high school!

Ah human ... :)

Raining season, again.

2011-03-22T15:40:00.001+08:00

Ah its raining season again. I dread this season. Though its horrible when the sun is up and its hot, but at the very least, its not gloomy. Staying at home the whole day, writing my thesis and blasting music trying to forget troubles that pop by my life.

Like my housemate who told me she ain't going to rent the house anymore, how on earth am i going to cover the cost. Seriously. How i wish money would fall from the sky. How i wish she is less childish and more responsible. I feel like a parent, parenting my child. Enough said. I seriously dislike confrontations.

I don't feel stress, i just feel like going up a hill and scream my lungs out!

Back to work!

Peace out :)

Obsessive Compulsive Disorder

2011-03-18T14:36:00.000+08:00

I have an OCD. My OCD is organisation. Yes i seriously, seriously seriously and it seriously bugs me when things are organized. When last minute things happen. That really ticks me off.

In fact every night before i sleep, i've already planned my day the next.

Wake up at 8am, shower, made lunch for class, go for class, have lunch, study in the library till 6pm, go for a jog till 7pm or relax next to the pool after jogging. 7pm dinner. 8pm home. Then study till maybe 11.30pm, and watch one episode of any series till i fall asleep.

Well i'd admit, i even hate it when people randomly appear, and i even hate spontaneous because i have already planned my day.

My mood will be ruined if people make spontaneous plans.

So yes, i burst other people's bubble all the time. Unless its an emergency or someone's birthday i'd give myself a break. Otherwise... i'd be a bit pissy.

Don't

2011-03-15T22:04:00.001+08:00

AH OPTIMISM is FLOATING IN MY MIND!

Okay, i am retarded because i googled out "Long Distance Relationship Survival". But heck, it makes me feel happy like a gleeful donkey.

For ONE, i am as stubborn as a donkey, therefore i strongly believe no matter how retarded i am. As long as i love you, nothing else matters. And as dumb and stubborn i get, i believe in equal feelings. Call me childish, i believe as much as i love someone, that someone loves me back too!

Nothing comes without challenge.

I don't know what happens 3 years down the road. I am not going to lie to myself, its not going be easy. I am not going to lie to myself, you are not within 10 miles away or just next door. And there is always the bloody time difference.

But after all this, i believe.... its not easy, to find someone ... like you.

Yes i'd dwell in tears everytime i think you are away! And that sucks. But after all those times where i'd dwell in tears. Hug Huey-Wei and cry like a mad monkey. Want you to be here for me when i need you most. Or even to be there for you when u need me. Like what Kay said, don't dwell over shitty things that you can't do anything about it! :)

Its worth it.
For you.
So please, make it worth for me too :)

"Missing someone gets easier every day because even though you are one day further from the last time you saw them, you are one day closer to the next time you will."

I am counting, 69 days more! Its worth it :)

Far Away :)

2011-03-15T08:31:00.001+08:00

When you are in a LDR, it sucks.
Cause when you have a sore throat, i wanna make honey lemon for you to sooth your throat
Cook some porridge hoping that you'd feel better
But when you're far away
All i can tell you is
"Take Care"

:)

But heck. i am looking for a swap for my uterus. and someone to take away my procrastinating side of me! :)

What are words

2011-03-13T16:36:00.000+08:00

First off, HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAY!! :) 21st my dear! Have lots of fun darling! :) All the best for your studies and everything else in your life and of course may your life be filled with tonnes of joy and happiness :)

Secondly, have you heard of the song "What are Words"? Yes its the song where everyone was touched about, Chris Medina. Most probably you'd seen it a billion times on facebook everyone saying its so heart warming.

Indeed. It is. Now all i am looking for is someone to serenade me with that song! :) :)

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
Anytime you whisper my name, you'll see
How every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most
What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone
And I know an angel was sent just for me
And I know I'm meant to be where I am
And I'm gonna be
Standing right beside her tonight
And I'm gonna be by your side

I would never leave when she needs me most
What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone
Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
And I'm gonna be here forever more
Every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most
I'm forever keeping my angel close

:)

The peculiar people we meet in life!

2011-03-09T20:29:00.000+08:00

I always thought "drama" finished in high school. I didn't know there are drama even in university. As i grow and meet people from different background, different personality, different country, different state of mind.

Its really interesting seeing how each person has different personality

My two optimistic friends!

2011-03-06T11:13:00.000+08:00

I have two friends whom i really adore. Its because they are both listeners and well ... as optimistic as EVER.
The world would be so much of a better place with them.

First one is Sammy Yap. Ah she makes my depressingly pessimistic mind into a place filled with flowers and rainbows. She never fails to do so. When i tell her "why doesnt my boyfriend call me? why doesnt he tells me he misses me?" she would tell me "he is far far away, he is even making the effort to text you and call you no matter how much it cost, i am sure he does misses you. plus you know he is busy + anyotherthings that sounds so right"

Not only when is comes to relationship, anything else about life ... and we all know, she is always there for us. No matter what :)

Second friend is ah LIM Huey-Wei. She is always so wise. No wonder all her wisdom tooth is out. When i tell her how mom is being paranoid over nothing and me getting lectures for NOTHING! she would say "she is just being mom, one day when you be a mom, you'd turn out exactly like that, there is nothing wrong with that. sometimes just move on. think of it if you are in your mom's shoes, you'd be the same. plus all moms worry about their lil children. mom will always be moms".

See she would make life a much more happier place isn't it?

Another friend whose mind a lil weird and filled with all kinds of crazy thing, Sue Fern! Most probably she'd be used to me calling her and cry and cry and sob and sob. And she knows how to make me feel good. She'd most probably be glad that she hasn't been getting weird phone calls from me! :)

Just yesterday, mom said " You are so much like me when i was young" and dad said " Yeah, chan kai por like you"

Is funny isn't it? You'd most probably tell yourself you wouldn't want to turn out like mom.

But, the funny thing is, by the end of the day. You'll still turn out to be mom.

Just a gist

2011-03-04T17:33:00.000+08:00

I'm such a retard, i would only blog when i change my theme, because i like the awfully bright stripy pink colour! It makes this blog looks so candy-liquorice looking :)

I've been equally busy spending time reading journal ah those very boring journals that are so long winded. At least they are better than the Alzheimer journals. Discovering new drugs are a pain! :)

Otherwise, i am good. Stable. Growing fat. Happy. Loving swimming. Driving safely. Optimistic.

Its March already, dang ... time flies too fast. Please slow down, its already week 5 of the semester :)

Just grow up!

2011-02-16T21:54:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, some people seriously has no limits to what they say. Its not a problem to speak what your mind says. But sometimes, you are already 21 years old. Please act like one.

Some jokes are funny the first time, the second time .. but when you tell the same offensive joke for more than 10 times. The joke isn't funny anymore, it just gets offensive. No, its not funny when you tell the girls to touch each other. Its disgusting. Sometimes i seriously think we are baby sitting a bunch of kids. Especially the boys amongst us.

GROW UP!

Valentine's Day!

2011-02-14T17:53:00.001+08:00

iTunes decided to play my favourite song, ah, it makes me so happy :)

Its Valentine's day again, one year ago it was Chinese New Year, first day of Chinese New Year i remember.

Baskin Robbins with ice cream at Bangsar. Two idiots decide to act all cool because they are in Bangsar. But we just had Baskin Robbins, fed each other in the most evil way by smudging ice cream on each other's face. That was one year ago :)

Seriously, Valentine's Day hit me so hard. It made me realize that you are so far away. Your absence seems so obvious. I miss you so much. I wish you have never left. Nevertheless i shall not dwell over it. I need to learn to live with independence. Its a part of growing up. I can not rely on others all the time. Suck it up and move on.

Someone asked me. why do people cheat? I guess, first of all. To replace another who seem to neglect another, to crave for love. Secondly the loss of appeal of a relationship. Once i had a customer who told me " NEVER HAVE SEX WITH YOUR BOYFRIEND! HE'LL DUMP YOU", i can't help it but to laugh about it. I don't know. I believe in monogamy. I can't love another while loving one.

As for the hardest thing in a relationship, i guess is to be honest. I never find it difficult to be honest around people around me, in fact i am too honest that i am difficult to live with. I am absolutely terrible in comforting people when someone is sad. But when it comes to relationships, i am constantly afraid of hurting someone and even i lack of the confidence, i am afraid if someone doesn't accept me for who i am.

Which reminds me, I am such a hypocrite, i was just telling Norman about being himself while trying to court a girl.

I still believe, I AM NORMAL! :)

And yes, at the very least Valentine's Day aren't only about flowers and chocolate for your partner.
But also you mom and dad and brother

And close friends who are always there for you

And of course the idiot who smudge ice cream on my mouth!

Happy Valentine's Day! :) I love you :)

To be a friend ....

2011-02-09T08:06:00.000+08:00

I just realised something, there is such thing as long distance friendship! :)
Though friends are out of the country
Yes miles and miles away

You don't need to constantly being next to each other to be friends
But e-mails would be good
And maybe being there for a friend when he/she really needs your help
As for friends who are so near yet so far

I find that there is no need to see the person on a daily basis
But a friend is someone who is there when you need them :)

And its a new beginning.

2011-02-08T08:23:00.000+08:00

A brand new semester starts and this is going to be our last semester in Semenyih. Part of me feels so happy as we are finally heading to UK, but another part of me feels horrible, Semenyih has too much memories for us; bad and good this is where we are started. Not only that, there are family and friend's that i refuse to let go; my close BFFs :). In UK, it is never going to be a smooth journey, definitely lots of hurdles to jump across

But, like how i convince my mom to let my brother go, he is heading to Melbourne soon. Its a part and parcel of growing up. To learn to be independent.

Anyway results are out, and i am seriously proud of myself! I was amazed when i looked at the score sheet, there weren't any in the 40s and my average is actually second class upper! I really couldn't believe my eyes when i looked the the report sheet.

After a long day in class, a long day cleaning up my house and then it was CNY dinner with my uni mates.
We had yee sangs! YUMMY :). Better savour the taste before leaving for 2 years! :)

CHINESE NEW YEAR ARR :)

2011-02-04T18:06:00.000+08:00

Yay its CNY again. That means its time to collect angpow! How can one be not happy when there is lots of food and money!

I admit, there are always the awkward moments, because me and my brother just tags along with my parents as they visit relatives. Since we are the youngest, we just sit there and smile. The older generations will be chattering about how those days things were this and that, and comparing childhood 30 years ago and now. Also little babies are arriving, thats when i get to play with those cute little arms, those cute little fingers :)

And well my mom telling me " AUNTY already ar". I am still jie jie!
*I shall implement a system like Huey, when you are not married thou shall never be addressed as aunty*

While visiting one of my cousin's house, there are tonnes of relatives there that you have no idea who they are. Well as a kid you get the choice to just smile, shake hand, wish happy chinese new year and sit there and stone. But i believe there is a conspiracy. There is an age limit to speak, i guess that is after you get married, that is when you have the permission to speak. Maybe it just runs on my family :)

Well boyfriend, if you are reading this, i am so sorry there is no angpow in the mail. I was in such a rush to send it over i forgot to leave the red-packet inside! :)

Anyway, Chinese New Year is a little bit done for me, not much visiting for me anymore other than sammy's house. But nevertheless, as what i was not hoping for, my aunt actually asked me if i am working already and my older brother if he is still studying.

Damn

I still look old :)

Happy Chinese New Year :)

6360km

2011-02-01T21:51:00.000+08:00

I calculated, though you are 6360km apart away from me,

Though i am not next to you,

But my heart is always next to you

No matter how many kilometers of land and see is in between us :)

Yes distance is a pain

Time zones are an ASS

Yes there are grumpy days that i may have

And grumpy days that you have too

There are never days that are perfect for me and you

We've our own lives, own problem

But,

I am POSITIVE

Call me stubborn,

Maybe i believe as long as i love you

Things will work out

Call me childish

Things are going to work out

Positive thinking!

But you've got to promise me

To tell me when you are feeling sad

If i can't hold you tight

At least i can share some sadness with you!

:) :)

Lots of smiles for you! :) :)

CHUCK TIME :)

Around the world!!! :)

2011-01-28T00:28:00.001+08:00

I have a dream

Yes a big fat dream that is to travel,

Travel around the world!

Study hard, earn lots of money and then

SEE THE WORLD!

Some motivations for myself i'd look at eurorail! :)

http://www.eurail.com/home

Predator? ummm :)

2011-01-26T11:10:00.000+08:00

Yesterday night was family night again. And we were watching a movie called Predator.
The movie was the usual, people recruit a bunch of people.
And each one die ONE by ONE.

Starring Adrien Brody!
The only part that was nice was when he was flaunting off his 6 packs.
Throughout the entire movie, i was telling myself "faster die, faster die"
That was one of the longest movie i have ever watched!

How on earth am i not going to grow fat when i have chocolate doughnuts and bacon with melted cheese for BREAKFAST!

But, oh its so YUMMEH :)

I am a safe driver

2011-01-25T12:00:00.002+08:00

I am NOT a scary driver.
Maybe a teeny weenie bit of me is scary, otherwise i think i am safe!

:)

Of Merlin and Mickey

2011-01-24T10:13:00.000+08:00

Alright, i was watching Sorcerer's Apprentice yesterday.
Its not the most-amazing-show. In fact it was rather cliche, everything was predictable.
But it was fun watching a young dude running around from deadly wizard that was going to kill the whole world!

But there was one part that really scared me,
The moving mops and brooms.
I think it was a childhood nightmare
I am scared of tigers in our local museum and the monkeys too
And well i hated the fact that brooms and mops and walk around and move.
And Merlin's face was just such a meanie!

I still hate moving mops and brooms till today!

Shopping time today with mummy! JOY :) :) :) :)

Age

2011-01-23T20:53:00.001+08:00

As you grow old,
Ah, after spring cleaning my room for Chinese new year
Finally i threw away my leotard, my leotard that i had since i was 4 years old
And those memories that i had when i was young
When we used to have "Signature Books" where we decorate and write cute messages for each other!

Ah yes just few days ago, i was chatting with Tracy and she was telling me her little brother had left for NS.
Gosh, little Danny that i remembered was tiny, and well when i was in 17 and he was in Nirmala
That was when he was 15

And now he is done with SPM gosh.
And then there was little Jamie and then little Tracy,
These siblings always looks the same, literally carbon copies of one another! :)

The point is, as time goes, i tend to forget, i am growing old myself!
Jeng jeng, old hag me :)

I should seriously get used to ... nobody saying good nights to me!
Ah who needs good nights, when i have an awesome book to read right? :) :)

Plenty of SMILES :) :) :) I don't WANNA GROW OLD! :)

FOOD !!

2011-01-22T10:21:00.000+08:00

Alright, fine, Chinese New Year is around the corner and that means,
I'd be eating non stop soon! :)
WEE! :)

Stir fry swiss mushroom with cheese

Stir fry zucchini, tomato and bell peppers

PORK RIBS :)

Homemade Pork Chop with sour plum sauce

Homemade Pork Chop with Sour Plum Sauce

Soft Shell Crab Spaghetti from Plan B

Soft Shell Crab spaghetti from Plan B

Tiramisu cake from Alexis

On another hand, i need get used to not saying good nights

And changes in somethings!

BUT, i am so happy today, i got a courier ! WEEE :)

Happy Happy :)

2011-01-21T14:59:00.000+08:00

I am so sorry about all the previous terribly emotional post,
I swear i don't want to go through what i have been through, its tough!

It was like depression and everyone is going through it.

I just know its over and i am going to enjoy new years,

Yes that means eat as much as 2 years as i feel like,

Play and have LOTS OF FUN!

And complete my labs report, yes ..

But also lots of fun :)

SHOPPING, EATING, FAMILY TIME! :)

WEEEE :)

If you never did

2011-01-20T00:36:00.000+08:00

I'd be lieing if i'd say i never thought about it.

If you never love, you will never cry and say goodbye
If you never feel, you'll never be sad.
If you never grow, you'll have no responsibility
If you never study hard, nobody is going to leave

But is it ever worth it?

Nah

Do or die

2011-01-18T21:08:00.000+08:00

Ah stress, everyone is trying to go through that stage.

Its till the stage of "Do or Die"

Everyone had their breaking point

Cried. Got sick. Looking pale. Got depressed. Got lonely.

Everyone looks like they need a good night sleep

But well, nobody can sleep in peace

They just want to get over with this hell.

Stress

2011-01-15T22:17:00.001+08:00

Its terrible when stress and emotional takes the worse person in me.

:(

Little things in life :)

2011-01-07T15:58:00.000+08:00

Sometimes there are the little things in life,
That would just put that bright smile on your face

The adorable cat who followed me home and in a way i "adopted" the cat.
Though cats are not my favourite, but it has an adorable heart shape on her fur

Isn't she adorable? :)

And then, those little kids who played and throw a boomerang into my garden when i am studying

Haha, those little kids ran back home and most probably discuss how to claim it from this grumpy lady! :)

After returning the boomerang, those little kids say thanks!

And a few of them cycled over and peeped at my gate! :)

And most probably listening to Olivia Ong to brighten up my own day! :)

Those little things in life that makes you smile!

Gift

2011-01-07T12:15:00.001+08:00

To be with someone is a gift.
And to not being with someone isn't a lost.
Because that person always stays
Near to your heart :)

It keeps chanting in my mind " FRIDAY, SATURDAY, SUNDAY, MONDAY"

Exams are so scary! :P

And then again....

2011-01-06T16:46:00.001+08:00

Ah forget about my previous post.

Meh, being mean for once in a while.
Doesn't hurt afterall :)

Deep Down inside :)

2011-01-04T18:40:00.000+08:00

Most probably right now, you know it'll never happen
Most probably you'll never marry the guy you are with now.
But deep down inside, of course you secretly hope
Just a teeny-weeny bit

That one day you MIGHT oh might just marry this guy.

Ah my lil kid dream :)

Ah friends, those precious people in your life

2011-01-02T22:00:00.000+08:00

Most probably without them, i'd never feel better.

If its weren't because after talking to Sammy i had the glimpse of hope in me

That determination in me that made me feel like the world isn't going to end just yet.

That the hole, the "gap" isn't that big after all :)

That the hole is just going to be temporary, and if we DID go through all of this and everything stayed the same

Its worth it :)

If its weren't my crazy university friends who always support me,

It just takes your mind off everything

And makes your day bright, like the sun :)

Though the light bulb in my room just burst

There is another light on.

In fact i have too many light for this room.

Ah, may the brightest light shine!

And those beautiful stars today,

I love to gaze at stars,

I've read this article somewhere in New Zealand there is this place where you can see lots of stars!

I wanna live there, i wanna see stars, trees, mountains, flowers and lake everyday!

Joy joy joy :)

Time for PHARM TECH!

Like the quote in my room *i have too many inspirational quotes around my room*

Learn from yesterday, live for today, hope for tomorrow!

Happy New Year!

2011-01-01T13:05:00.000+08:00

To make myself feel better

AH its new year, why do i feel so bad anyway :)

To light up my mood, its new year. So we shall count our blessing and see what happened in year 2010

The best moments

As cheesy as it sounds, i guess spending happy moments with my friends, family and boyfriend.

Summer holiday was amazing, did my attachment. Then, traveled to Singapore, Korea and Thailand.

Another memorable moment was out 5 course meal Kenny Roger's chicken :)

Anywhere i guess, days where i get burst out of laughter over silly things in life :)

Worse moment

The end of the year, where exams are around which made me stress

People i love leaving to further their study

Arguments with my family.

Hopes

To be more strong i presume. Be a happier person and stop being pessimistic. To take challenges in life and even when i fall to have the strength to rise.

Of course everyone, mom, dad, bro, boyfriend, grandma, grandpa, friends and family to be all healthy and happy! :)

Happy New Year :)

I thought i might feel better

2011-01-01T10:45:00.000+08:00

Therefore yes, i wake up every morning feeling like crap.
Trying so hard to smile and yet i end up with tears.
Gee, i am so pathetic.

I guess it hurts a lot when people you love in your life leave for somewhere.
Its for the better, but its hard to let people go.

So yes i googled out "How to let people go"
And then, it made me feel crappier!
It said " When someone who you rely on, leaves, its like a hole in your life"

Like i am going to feel better when it say my life is going to be pathetic!
Either way, life goes on *sigh*

And at the toilet i thought it through .........

2010-12-31T19:51:00.000+08:00

Most probably this week was a terrible way to end the year.
End the year with a bang i suppose :)
Now seriously bang.
Most probably i can't afford to cry anymore after all the news and arguments.
I wish i was less emotional.

Four months isn't that long isn't it?
Ah i am not in fear in anything. Lots of trust and confidence in you.
But most probably what i fear the most is you not being around.
And the other two years of me being in UK.

I sat in the toilet, and thought through.
Whatever comes just take it.
Because life still goes on.
Why worry so much, when you know that you can't change anything.

But the next moment when i look at you again.
Tears well up in my eyes.
Cause my heart tells me you won't be around for 4 months!

But well god is fair and very nice to me, at the very least now He gives me 1-3 months
Then He gives me 4 months then 2 years.
At least i am not forced to leave someone at one go :)

Right now, i get to convince myself.
I'll be fine :)

Happy New Years everyone :)

2010-12-31T10:55:00.002+08:00

How am i going to face mom?
End of the day, you can't run away.
Mom will always be mom.
So don't just keep running.

Some sanity needed.

2010-12-28T09:26:00.000+08:00

Ah dear blog, i need someone to give me some sanity.
Most probably the worse thing that has come over across my mind has came across.
I am just hoping that this lousy feeling will go off.

I've so many things in my mind,
So many thing i want to say,
So many ways i want to run away from the problem
I wish mom would be less childish, grow up and stop over-reacting over everything.
But who can blame her isn't it?
She is just being a mom

Generation Gap

2010-12-27T14:41:00.000+08:00

The generation gap,
Its such a painful gap, generation gap.
Its not that i don't understand what you are implying
And its not that i am "westernized" or whatsoever.
But we just live in a different generation
Different peers, different media different family.

But does that ever make me a shame to the family?

Its so difficult isn't it? When both parties think that they are right.
Nobody compromises
But the fact is i believe, nobody is wrong.
Its just that different people have different ideas, different opinion.
So why don't you accept what other people think?
Its a part of life, you'll never grow if you don't accept others
But to think everything you do is right

Ah and that's why i blame the generation gap
I sound like a 16-year-old-teenager! :)

Cheers!

The law of attraction! :)

2010-12-26T16:24:00.001+08:00

The law of attraction, sometimes its very easy how things goes in life you see.

If you are a depressing quiet person, well that will "repel" friends won't you?

Not in a harsh way, but that is the truth isn't it?

Like what my friend once told me

"When i head to UK, i was all hyped out about going. But as it goes on, i gave up looking for friends. I love to study there but its just lonely. All i do is go home, turn on the radio and well thats all. And then my cousin goes over to UK and then i told my cousin, its going to be depressing. Culturally its different, its depressing"

After 6 months, her cousin has this huge wide smile on her face and loved her time there.

Well i guess, its just how you make want your life to be. She said, her cousin was constantly positive about going there and well she is enjoying every second she has there.

THEREFORE, i guess the same thing applies in life doesn't it?
If you constantly thinks someone is cheating on you, that person is bound to cheat.
If you constantly thinks the relationship is going to end, i bet you will bicker so much that the relationship can barely last.

If you constantly think that life is going to be cold and harsh ... ahh you might just die "thinking" about how life is going to be cold and harsh.

You'll never be happy and lively thinking that life is HARSH AND MEAN!

See, girls like to think, think too much nonsense. And that applies to me too!

Sometimes, somethings in life, is how you "SEE" things. Its a decision you make whether to be scream at the whole world over a spill coffee or to just move on with it.

But yes, from now onwards, less nonsense in my brain.

I need some brain space for my list of antibiotics :)

Though i am cranky at times, i am loving my life :)

Okay fine, when reality hits life is never a bed full of roses, but nothing wrong with that pinch of optimism in me isn't it?

*cheers*

Ah, every time Christmas comes, it just reminds you. Its ANOTHER 6 days till the year end!

Again, time flies :)

Merry Christmas!

2010-12-25T13:32:00.000+08:00

Ah its Christmas!! :) :)

I want to ....

See the world, not just to travel on a bus and go to attraction spots but to TRAVEL

Embrace the culture, meet new people, see breath taking views, blue skies, blue sea

Little crawly animals and big mountains, WIDE seas!

And to see the aurora! The beautiful aurora!

Forget about shopping,

I'd rather take the money and see the world!

I can't wait to graduate, earn money and take the money to travel!

It would be best if i can find someone who loves travelling too!

Not going to rant about being tired or little petty issues but to see the world!

The big big beautiful world out there!

Here i come, in maybe ... 5 years time? :) With my camera, and hopefully *keeps my finger cross* someone to accompany me :)

Everytime i think of this i am so happy :) :)

Haha, you can never wipe that smirk of my face now :) :) :)

Merry Christmas everyone! :)

2010-12-21T13:57:00.000+08:00

I wish that i can sleep and open my eyes and the next thing i know i am a smart ass!

But good things never come easy isn't it?

:)

Time flies, just a little bit too fast! :)

2010-11-20T13:01:00.001+08:00

Bam, its week 9 already.

9 weeks since classes have started.

Time fllies, a little bit too fast, that i can't even grasp life.

6 years ago, when i was 14 years old!

Just don't laugh :)

Haha! See the difference? XD

But somehow, i feel happy that time is going fast.

It gets lonely in Semenyih sometimes.

Friends are always there and that is what i love about them :)

I guess i am just looking for another kind of company :)

Gets bitter when you are not around :(

Exams are coming again. Season to study :)

On the bright side, Christmas is coming too

"This is the season to be jolly ~~ SHALALAAA~~"

Or the Chirstmas song that is playing on my iTunes now

" Let is snow, let is snow~"

Weee :)

GAHH! I wanna go to the beachh and have FUNNN :D

Okay gets my ass to my books :D

Those days

2010-11-05T22:10:00.000+08:00

Sigh, i spend too much time thinking about those days :)
But it is always fun, looking back at all photos.

Looking back at those days when i had long hair, and i kinda missed it sometime other than when the weather is awfully hot and makes me wanna cry :)

Viva La Vida night just finished, makes me feel like its been 1 year since the previous one since well ... the previous VLVN when i was in year 1 and now there are new freshies.

Not only that, my bro graduated already, i travelled to so many places during summer, met someone i really love, attended so many different conferences, met many new people, seen many new things, then it was the farewell times that made my heart ached a little; Kay's little gathering at Mid Valley when i was sending Jean off from the airport, then Tracy at Sushi Zanmai then the days when i was in college, those funny carefree days .. ahh :) then Rotaract in college was amazing and awesome and school days

Now that when i summarised it, it doesnt seem that long ago

But well .... somehow within these few years, i have changed i guess
Hopefully to someone better i hope :)

And next year it would be UK ...

Wow :)

Just pause and think

2010-10-27T21:36:00.000+08:00

Its been so busy lately, i wish i had sometime to rest.

The weekend was good, at least i had sometime to de-stress
Actually we have gone through the worse of things.
After this week, lectures will be more light,
No more 9-5 classes.

I am enjoying moments, staying at home, typing my blog,
Reading blogs and well cooking dinner :)

When i got some time to rest,
And think for a while, the first thing that comes to me mind
I miss my close friends a lot
The group of people whom i seem to share a lot of things with
When i am sad, or happy... they were the ones i turn to
Those are the people that i miss a lot and very dearly,

Especially friends who are so far away,
I miss you guys so much! :)

Birthday is approaching again,
Sigh, when i was young birthday was always so nice to celebrate
Always looking forward to grow old and be independent

But suddenly it just hit me
Sigh, i am already 20 years old.
Feels a little bit old, just a little bit
But somehow it hits me hard

I know i'll be the same person after Friday
But .... its a bit sad that there are 2 big huge candles on my cake :)

Alright no more complaining, need to spend time with my books again,
Nevertheless,
Life is good :)

So many new friends, and new people
New challenges on a new day :)

Ah ...

That is life :)

I am waiting for my tau fu fa :)

Cheers!

And second year it is :)

2010-10-03T18:21:00.001+08:00

Been a week since classes have resumed.
The usual 9am till 4pm class and an hour lunch break
I guess things are abit tough since we have been bumming around for the past 4 months :)

And massive input of information to my brain,
I wish my brain was a sponge, i can "soak" everything into my brain :)
Nevertheless, i am loving my current privacy in my room, my big big room and well big big bed at least i dont have to worry about falling off the bed :)

The weather is lovely lately, rain and rain and rain :)
Though it gets humid, but ... blah... at least it is cooling :)

I love it when the house is clean and my floor squeeky clean :)

I am on-training to be a housewife!!

Cheers! :)

Patience

2010-09-20T20:13:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, yes,

When i feel like screaming my lungs off

or when i feel deeply unhappy

I tell myself

Patience

Patience is virtue.

Patience will bring you to a place where everything else is good

To be patient and to forgive

Now that is an art that needs to be learnt :)

Its a blessing

2010-09-18T00:51:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, i tend to forget that somethings in my life are blessings.

I am blessed because my parents and family loves me

I am blessed because i get to live life the way i want

I am blessed because i met someone who pampers me like a kid and loves me :)

I am blessed because i get proper education

I am blessed because i have got a bunch of friends who cares for me

I am blessed because i had a friend who taught me that "everyone is special; individually"

I am blessed because i get food, shelter and water everyday

I am blessed because i don't need to worry about what happens tomorrow

And now, i am counting my blessings :)

Cheers!

Fine Dining :)

2010-09-13T22:49:00.000+08:00

First off,

TIRAMISU CAKE that i learn from SAMMY! :)

Thanks Sam :)

Happy very ADVANCE Birthday Pig :) Hope you love it :)

Next up, is fine dining at twenty.one and Bangsar Shopping Center, it was a nice place with good environment and well cool pepper shakers and of course very very nice waiter and waitress

It was a three course meal and a free drink!

Food was good, it was so filling,
We expected well, big plates with small portion but here we have BIG PLATES and BIG PORTIONS and DELICIOUS FOOD :)

Appetizers

It comprise of three different course

1) Starter, Potatoes and Salmons :)

2) Penne Tube with Pesto Chicken and Fried Tempura Egg plant

And the other one was Beef spaghetti :)

3) Dessert was CHOCOLATE! with more Chocolate and CHOCOLATE :) Very sinful!

Of course nothing matters more than well, the company,
The company makes everything taste absolutely AMAZINGLY DELICIOUS :)

8 months PIG!

Thanks!

Cheers!
Susan :)

I love Katy Perry!

2010-08-28T21:19:00.002+08:00

I love Katy Perry!
Especially her latest song!!

Teenage Dreams :)

This is thanks to LISA MOK ZM! XD
*blame her for introducing and giving me so many songs*

I feel so up-to-date now

" YOU MAKE ME, FEEL LIKE IM LIVING A TEENAGE DREAM" :)

Weeee!!
Katy Perry is so FREAKING HOT!

I feel like a 10 year old kid blogging!
WHO CARES!!

*SINGS* :) :)

Cheers!

A stubborn Donkey

2010-08-27T10:56:00.002+08:00

If there is something that i intend to change about myself

I intend to change my freaking-stubborn-donkey-attitude

Sadly i feel a little proud that i am kiasu :)

Yes,

As what Jean's aunt said; "You, will not hear what other's say but you think whatever you say is right, and you will argue about it till the very end"

And that makes me a stupid freaking stubborn donkey

I compromise a lot of things, i tolerate and i give in on petty matters

But there are somethings that i don't give in,

Even when i know i am wrong,

And once i finish arguing about that matter,

I'd reflect back at myself, whatever i said

I sound like a foolish stubborn donkey

And suddenly just reminds me of Shrek's donkey, we even look alike with the retarded front teeth! XD

The story of the amazing Popiah!

2010-08-20T13:04:00.000+08:00

Its Ramadan season! And as always i will visit the Ramadan bazaar near my place at Section 14.

Bazaar at Section 14

After visiting the same Ramadan Bazaar for years, i have always seen people lining up for the famous

POPIAH at Section 14

Its very famous that even the newspaper reviewed the popiah!

So i decide to line up and join in the line!

What so great about this popiah?

I asked the lady who was in front oh me,

She told me " Oh this is very delicious *thumbs up*, i have been having the same popiah for the past 20 years!"

And according to her, the store opens at 3.00pm but the line starts at 2.30pm!

So its definitely a MUST try this popiah right?

So i stood there for ONE WHOLE HOUR! To get my popiah :)

Look for this sign! :)

Everyone would buy in bulk, not ONE or TWO but 10s and 20s! :)

Very long line, and there was a longer line behind me

After one hour of waiting

My 10 popiahs

The verdict : Not the best popiah ever, The skin is soft enough and the sauce is sweet with crunchy ingredients inside.

If you really wanna try it you better line up at 2.30pm :)

Currently listening to " Thinking of you - Katy Perry"

Cause in your eyes i'd like to stay .... :)

Cheers! :)

Friends :)

2010-08-19T21:33:00.000+08:00

I don't know why, suddenly the thought of Kay leaving tomorrow makes me feel like crying
Suddenly there was a gush of memories!

Since standard one we weren't close, but we knew each other
Then our path crossed in standard 6, she was sitting behind me next to Nabilah
She was always the creative girl that i always admired,
Never really got to know her,
I could still remember her green camping bag

Form 1, she used to come to my class often, visiting me though we were in different class,
She used to sit behind the class with us and we gossip!
Then Form 2, i manage to pull through, we were classmates
And there was the Adrienne drama and me, Sue Fern and Sam's drama
Nostalgic wasn't it? Rather stupid too

Form 3 was the best where we all really for close together,
Somehow i end up sitting behind her,
And that was when we really got so closed
Whenever the teacher leaves the class, we all would form a group
Sue Fern, Me, Kim, Tracy, Kay, Sam and Nab
Made all kind of weird promises and bets
We were money minded that is for sure

Form 4, we got separated again
Now that when i think of it,
It felt kind of sad

But nevertheless, she always visited us too, She, Sammy, Rachie and Jean
We spend assemblies together though we don't see each other everyday,
We manage to pull through,
We go for recess together
Eat Nasi Lemak together
We fight for egg yolks together
Next to that short staircase and lean on the poles

While we enjoy our Nasi Lemak,
Our RM1 nasi lemak,
I wonder is it still so cheap and delicious

She was always the missing one,
Lots of teachers tend to hunt for her,
Miss Jaya i remember the computer teacher which she is so afraid of XD
We would also gossip about our teachers,
We had too many teacher in common, hence we still get to gossip :)

After high school, we all got separated, we still meet up all the time
I know she always feel left out,
But she always made the effort to attend all our gatherings,
Come for all of our weird vacations
Our weird drinking sessions

And when i think of it now,
Tracy left, Jean left and she is next
Our gathering will be smaller
Less people
Less people to bully me :)

I'm going to miss her
~~ALOT~~

If you are reading thing,
All the best darling :)

Ah Food everywhere :)

2010-08-18T20:16:00.000+08:00

Its Ramadan Season again, and that spells Ramadan Bazaar :D

Yes lots of food! That includes Murtabaks, Roti John, Fried Chicken, Lemangs and everything else!!
Ah heaven of fats! *yummy* :)
If someone were to ask me, what so great about Malaysia?
I would say the existance of mamak stall
Yes mamaks where the rats run about the small tiny lanes behind the restaurants

But mamaks are getting more and more ... special these days
Last time, they used to sell Roti Canai only then the evolve
To Nasi Goreng! Then to Western Food, chicken chop! Then they have ice blended stuff! Then they have bubble tea, and lately i saw something special

"DIM SUM"

Ah yes dim sum in mamaks
*suddenly thought of siew mai without pork*

What is next i wonder? Kimchi? or Sushi? :)

Either way, a slice of murtabak for the Ramadan Season is a must :)
Cheers!! :)

Age

2010-08-16T20:17:00.001+08:00

I was reading the forum, OUR forum, as what Jean said, we are all feeling a little bit older

I feel a little bit older

When i look at grandma and grandpa,

When they look so much older than how i always remembered them

When i look at myself, and i am not growing anymore taller,

My body would remain the same

No more bigger hips or bigger boobs or hairier at any more area XD

It would remain the same

The only thing that can GROW would be my tummy!

When people start telling me my brother is younger than me

I wish i could protect my youthful-ness like him too

I should start thinking less and filtering somethings off my mind

When i feel life i getting bitter and tougher

No more easy peasy lemon squeezy!

Ah i am such an old hag!

AND FYI I WILL NOT BE THE FIRST AMONG THE REST TO GET MARRIED!

Urgh, i am still so unhappy with the fact that my friends thinks that i'll be the first among the rest to get married!

I'll earn lots of money, travel around and see the world!

Take lots of nice photo

Then get married XD

Signing off

Old Hag :)

Future? :X

2010-08-08T20:37:00.000+08:00

Ah the weekend is over, and its back to normal life again
Sitting around, reading some books or maybe studying

Another 1 month+ of holidays left, 3 months have passed.

Weekends are the best, especially when you are around
I am already missing you,
But nevertheless, part of me is getting used to not seeing you often
I can't complain
That was the deal in the beginning
So i could just treasure the times, we can spend with each other :)

As i was reading an article today, "LUST or LOVE?"
Accordingly, Lust is a feeling where you constantly think of someone it happens when there are physical attraction and it happens just *bam*
And love is something that you feel, from the inside it doesn't just happen the day your eyes met,
It happens when you spend time with one another and care for each other :)

On another note, since i have been stalking around facebook,
I saw a photo of Ben's sister, where i remember i attended her wedding last year in October,
And when i saw her photo, she had a new baby!
Very adorable indeed :)

It scares me though, the thought of giving birth in less than 10 years time, or maybe more than that if i get married at 37 years old!
My cousin had a baby too, very adorable too, ~~which makes me an aunt and i refuse to admit that~~ :)
The thought of the future, where i will get married > give birth start a family ..... *horrifying*

I'll just study first :P

Cheers

facebook! :)

2010-08-02T14:40:00.002+08:00

I love facebook

Because i get to stalk people

And that entertains me :)

Cendols :)

2010-07-31T21:19:00.000+08:00

The weather has been great lately,
Sun in the morning and drizzles in the evening,
At least i get an excuse to slack off from jogging :)

And at least my clothes get dried in the morning
Some photos from my trip to Korea :)

The airplane

Engines checked :)

A yellow daisy to brighten up your day :)

Bibimbap, hot and yummy :)

I just finished reading Eclipse, Stephanie Mayer.
Twilight was good, i'd give the credit, ~~lets put the movie aside~~
But as it goes, there were less action in the book, just a whole lot of stories, legends and dramas
Harry Potter is always a better choice
But i have always thought, Breaking Dawn was pointless
I never liked it when Bella ends up with Edward, Jacob was always a better choice; for me at least :)
Always prefer the hairy furry warm guy rather than the handsome cold crystal like (~~what the hell since when vampires can shine like diamonds in the sun, Anne Rice must be laughing her heads off~~ ) guy :)

Suddenly, it just reminds me, of my aunt who loves Twilight too,
Alright that was random, lets just skip that :)

Been listening to Tae Yang's Wedding Dress and I Need a Girl,
Not a huge fan of KPOP, but the songs are just too catchy! Who can resist that? :D

On the other hand, when the heat comes in the morning, i have a craving,
Nope not for tau fu fa! But cendols!
Tau Fu Fa these days are facing the increased in sugar price, people put less sugar and i have a feeling they actually just add water instead of sugar
No more sweet taste of Tau Fu Fa :(

I mean look, they are just so yummy :) isn't it? those green stuff that taste a little bit salty and the sugar and the coconut milk with shaved ice!

Ahhh and the hot weather with rojak! Its just satisfying :)

Reminds me of the cendol in Taman Desa opposite the bus stop and well
It would remind me of you :)

Alright back to my series "The Big Bang Theory"
Definitely recommended for people who are seriously bored during the summer holidays :)

:)

2010-07-30T11:58:00.000+08:00

As i was looking at my friend's photos on facebook

Of how they spent their summer holidays

I am already feeling rather old

People partying,
Bars, alcohol and everything else

At that very moment, i wondered, will i ever be partying like that?

*shrugs*

Right now at least, i think i might fall asleep in the bar/clubs

Or maybe i feel too lazy to even get out of the house under the scorching hot sun

I think i am feeling a little bit too old, and not keen on going out to drink

I enjoy drinking with a group of friends, where we can talk and laugh ; sleepovers.

I am growing old a little bit too fast

It might be boring at home, facing just my family

But nevertheless, i guess i should spend more time before leaving next year

And the fact is, i enjoy lazying around my room typing my blog that nobody reads

Or reading a book on my bed

Or maybe even just sitting at the couch in my living room while i watch tv with mom

Last but not least, playing PS2 with my brother

I am enjoying my life now!

Thinking whether should i do more intern when i am back from Thailand

Seriously, i am growing old

Just a little bit too fast :)

And i am nagging like a grandma now :D

Holiday is not so blissful :)

2010-07-26T13:54:00.000+08:00

Ah yes holiday is such a bliss!

Weekends are like weekdays, and weekdays are like weekends,

Everyday is the same to me ....... NOT

To speak the truth, its not that blissful.

After rotting at home for 2 weeks,

I am even contemplating whether i should start studying again

I miss reading my Physiology book ,Sherwood :)

Trying to understand the diagrams and anatomy

I miss trying to decipher my Pharmacology Rang and Dale :) :)

Of gibberish and big words it has

And of course, ACRONYMS!! :) :)

And i still remember emailing Dr Ting questions and she used to reply me with

" Go read your textbook" `

On second thought ...

I think i have lost my mind :P

When i was studying for my finals

All i long for is this long 4 months (of very dreadful) summer holidays

I have another 2 months to go

And i can't find a job, because i'll be travelling again in August

Nobody wants to hire me

The only thing i can do right now .... study again!!

Yay! :)

The moral story of the day, Books keep me sane

And you will always be in my heart Miss Kay! :D

2010-07-23T13:24:00.001+08:00

And i have another friend leaving
*shrugs*
My friend whom i have known since Standard One
Who is currently in her version 2.0 mode
GAHHHH!! :( * I am still devastated*

She is going to Hong Kong in August to study Dentistry in HKU! :)
I am going to miss the woman!! :(

On a random note, i have been stuck at home playing RPG and replying e-mails
Heading to Thailand on the 11th with mom, dad, bro, grandma, grandpa and aunt!
I guess its time to TRAVEL! WEE!!

Been to Singapore > Seoul > Bangkok!

I wanna go to the beach! I don't mean Port Dickson!
Maybe Langkawi or Redang or some island with clear water!
I wanna try snorkeling!

On another random note, i love Olivia Ong; yes she only sing covers
But i love her voice! So melodious :)

Cover of;
Sometimes When We Touch - Dan Hill

You ask me if I love you
And I choke on my reply
I'd rather hurt you honestly
Than mislead you with a lie
And who am I to judge you
On what you say or do?
I'm only just beginning to see the real you

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

Romance and all its strategy
Leaves me battling with my pride
But through the insecurity
Some tenderness survives
I'm just another writer
Still trapped within my truth
A hesitant prize fighter
Still trapped within my youth

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

At times I'd like to break you
And drive you to your knees
At times I'd like to break through
And hold you endlessly

At times I understand you
And I know how hard you've tried
I've watched while love commands you
And I've watched love pass you by

At times I think we're drifters
Still searching for a friend
A brother or a sister
But then the passion flares again

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

Put me on a hot air balloon! And lets FLY! :)

2010-07-19T22:43:00.000+08:00

You come and go all the time because you know I'll always be there, well I'm tired of that and I hate uncertainties.

Its not a nice feeling to have.
Its privilege my dear, not obligation.

Sometimes, i wish i would be more mean. Less of a nice person.
I wish i would just leave people and ignore people's request
Or maybe even be tactical, to get something i want with easy steps
Or maybe less forgiveful and ignorant
Care a little bit less about people

But i guess, i can never do that.
I can never let people down.

Life goes on!

Its a privilege, not obligation :)

Fun Facts :)

2010-07-19T12:26:00.000+08:00

Dear blogspot,

Today i found a few new facts

1) Wearing football jersey is a sin
2) Having fun is a sin
3) Asking a Year two kid "What do you eat for breakfast?" is considered as SCIENCE
4) Two guys have been raping underage girls and they pay RM300 for the girls to shut up
5) A 108 year old grandma wants to have kid, not grandchildren .... a KID.
6) The education minister still wants to proceed with converting the education of science and math back to BM

I am so fascinated with how the world has changed!

Going off far away

2010-07-12T00:37:00.000+08:00

When i was at the airport, i saw two person,

Bidding farewell

They were holding each other so tight,
Looking at them, it was heartbreaking,
I wish farewell wouldn't be so heartbreaking
I wish i would miss him less

:P

I AM enjoying my day in Korea :D
Ginseng CHICKEN :D

Cheeers!

And i love every moment i spend with you :)

2010-06-27T21:17:00.001+08:00

Spare me, i am feeling so lovey dovey, spending everyday with you

The days just seem to pass like flash,

Though we just spend time watching a movie and then climbing hills

Having breakfast and dinner together

Or maybe our favourite pass time, spending time in the car stuck in the traffic

Nothing special

But i have to tell you, every moment i spend with you is a moment i treasure

How i wish everyday i could spend time with you

Sometimes i get mad, you leave me for 3 weeks all by myself

But when i see you, nothing matters anymore

Cause i know

And it made me realise

You are there , for me no matter what :)

Can't wait for tomorrow again

I get to see you :)

I am already missing you bum :)

Missing something

2010-06-24T19:13:00.000+08:00

Ah, i am feeling lost again

Feeling so heavy heart-ed and having headaches, lacking of sleep

Pushing myself into depression

Something feels like is missing from my life,

Something that i was missing,

Making me feel so sad these days

Maybe its the family trouble that is bothering me,

I dont know

Or maybe its just the LOA

Cheers!

Piccadilly Jalan 14/1

2010-06-21T22:54:00.002+08:00

Ah yes, Sunday night dinner with my bunch of college mates,
I wish my dress was less tight, it was so tight that i felt so uncomfortable throughout the entire dinner,
This is what happens when you put on weight and refuse to admit it yourself :)

Just finish watching World Cup, Portugal VS North Korea ; 7-0.
Can't deny that Portugal played really well, and Ronaldo was a selfish idiot. This is what happen when you are famous, On a side note, i was reading the newspaper, the France players are boycotting their coach by not attending their training because of Anelka! And Evra, the captain, decides to boycott the match.
Swiss against Chile, hopes the Swiss will lose :) REVENGE for SPAIN!

Today was another day, dragging my feet to work because the pharmacy is really quiet in the morning and gets crowded with old grandpas and grandmas :). Nevertheless i admit i did learn a lot from the Pharmacy :). Pharmacist is a real nice person :) really get to learn how retail pharmacy works :).

Back to dinner :)

Photos :)

Food was alright, a little bit too salty and sweet :)
But you would have to bare with smokers with cigarettes!
Nice view. nice atmosphere with football and nice sunsets!
Price is reasonable RM5 for fried tung fun :)

With nice company and lots of jokes :)
McDs with ice cream :)
and running around barefoot! Weeee :)
I'm so happy :)

Cheers!!

Weekends :)

2010-06-20T13:55:00.002+08:00

The skies looks gloomy, ah yes, that is how my Sunday afternoon is.
Gloomy and boring, nevertheless the company of my bro, mom and dad is enough :)
Nice and cozy, family time :)

Can't wait for next week to come! And the weeks after that, at least a vacation coming ahead!
I wish i could feel less guilty *shrugs*
I'm sorry, i just can't force myself to things i don't want to do.

I was reading Rachie's blog,
"the most intimate thing two people can do is really just to fall asleep right next to each other?"
"That’s when you know you’re absolutely comfortable in letting your guard down with the other."

I can't agree anymore :)

Oh dear bolster, pillows and blankie and my soft toys that i sleep with

I am so happy to share my intimate moments with you :)

And me drooling all over you! :)

Randomly at Orchard Street :)

Last note;
Dear Daddy,

Happy Father's Day

Cheers!
Susan

:P

2010-06-19T19:14:00.003+08:00

What happens at work :)

Neon Green Shorts :)

2010-06-16T21:24:00.001+08:00

Work isn't that bad afterall, once you get to know the staff,
And yes, gossip with the staff,
Girls will be girls, we come in the same group.
The gossiping group! :D

Work tomorrow will be MORE fun! :)
Stock delivery is tomorrow, i get to check stocks and arrange stocks again :)
Again, the world is made up of many different people
Some tends to scream and scold
And some tends to talk to you like a child
And some .. just don't make sense!!

I am just too lazy to start packing, mom even left the luggage back in my room and i have yet to pack
My butt is stuck to the chair! And later when i watch football!! :)
My mom told me just now during dinner
" WAH tonight, the Spain captain very leng chai!! Must watch! "
Mummy got the football fever too, she watch matches at 2.30am with dad!
Its so interesting when my mom supports Italy, because they are such hunks :)

Mom always cook good food! Ah yes, mummy's cooking is the BEST! :)
Though its simply ; garlic, onions, olive oil and italian herbs with thinly sliced pork!
It taste so good :)
Finals results are released this Friday, means time to go back to Semenyih, i HOPE AND PRAY!
All my effort did work, not aiming for flying colours, just need to PASS!
But i have a bad feeling about this, dont know why :(

I open my wardrobe today, can't find any shorts, so i gotta wear my NEON GREEN SHORTS!
Ah those pair of shorts, that i am famous for wearing those elastic shorts :)
Angie used to scream whenever i wear them, especially when i go out on dates!
Its also interesting, when you see a group of elderly sit together for a tea next to the lake after jogging!
They look like they are having fun! :)

And a cabbage floating in Taman Jaya's lake :)
Cheers! May Spain win the match tonight! :)

Childhood

2010-06-15T20:46:00.001+08:00

Ah yes, thats a photo of me i was, 3 years old maybe?
Not the cutest one i know :D
Reminds me in school where Kay and SF would be arguing

" I LOOK DAMN CUTE WHEN I WAS YOUNG"

And when we all brought the photos, they both look equally cute in their own way :)

Haha XD, those were the days

Second day of work, most probably i have a million rants, forget about it, no rants here! Most probably i have said a million times
"Its boring"
I guess that says it all! :)

After work, coming home early, my Pharmacist suggest that i go home early because business isn't great due to football season.
So i came home, 3 hours earlier :)

Settled some documents and invoice to Korea, finally everyone has received their invoice, ah yes at least something settled!
Then i went for my daily jog, jogging has been a part of my daily activity,
I make an effort to jog everyday in the park near my house, at least keeps me from sitting in front of the computer for long hours

As i was jogging, there was this kid, about 2 or 3 years old. He was running up a slope and then when he was going down the slope, he fell and cried.... for 3 seconds and stopped
Because he saw another girl cycling a bike, now i don't know whether the little boy was interested in the girl or the bike.
But definitely did stop crying and he even had a smile on his face!

Those were days, when were kids.
Anything we hate, just cry.

FULL ATTENTION given :)

Plus an ice cream!

Speaking of bikes, i never mastered that too; only manage to master the ones with four wheels and ribbons at the side!

Cheers!

Weekends!

2010-06-13T15:25:00.000+08:00

Ah yes its the weekends :D
Well most probably for the past 2 weeks, weekends or weekdays wouldnt be much of a difference.

But starting from tomorrow, YES it WILL BE DIFFERENT
I'm, starting to work already! YAY! :D :D :D
Withou a pay .. but ahh who cares XD
As long as i have something to do, with or without pay, doesnt really matters

Seriously, i am complaining when i am having a holiday! XD

As for recently, all i do is stay at home, at least i hope i can go out the entire week before i leave for Korea :) *keeps my fingers crossed*
Other than eating, sleeping, playing bejewelled blitz and watching movies,
Thats all i have been doing!

Meh, but i get to go out tonight! WEE :D

World Cup 2010!

2010-06-10T16:58:00.000+08:00

Ah yes tomorrow,

June 11th, the day that all football fans are looking forward to, and yes they would even want to just "eat, sleep and shit" right in front of the big screen TV with beers and chips!

And believe it or not, I watch it World Cup too! Not a crazy avid fan of football, i don't breath football :P

But i do love the sport, the excitement when the team you support scores the goal!
And the "CHEER!"

It was because of world cup i fell in love with football, i remember when my brother's classmates came along and watch. And that was when, i first watched football! :)

So yes, that is one of my major plans too! That is to, well ... watch football during my Summer Break!

CHEERS!

Random Photo from Singapore in Esplanade during the Art Festival!

KOREA! :)

2010-06-09T12:35:00.001+08:00

Korea!!
I'll be heading to Seoul for a symposium! Its going to be FUN! :)
Heading off on 2nd July and coming back on the 14th July

Been trying to settle flights and everything to Korea, since i'd be staying for another 4 days in Korea and arriving one day earlier.

But the RC is very unorganised!
This is what happens when the committee sends the WRONG e-mail! with the wrong payment details!
Giving last minute invoices and above everything, NOT replying e-mails!
So that means me sending out lots of e-mails, and making phone calls!

But i am sure its all worth it!! :D

On the other hand, i miss these spaghetti!
Yummy yummy spaghetti ! :D

And spaghetti that makes me smile like this :D :D :D :D :D :D
And also ... i miss bum! :P

And tau fu fa! Can't wait for Jean to be back and we can go have TAU FU FA!! :D and pasar malam! I miss Jean! :(

Cheers!

Singapore, LAST DAY :) :)

2010-06-08T11:24:00.002+08:00

Last bit of Singapore love :)

Hehe :)
Day 2 was Sentosa Island! :)

Universal Studio in Singapore :)

The Resort World

At the entrance.....!

Madagascar!

Far Far Away

Jurassic Park

Waterworld

Egypt? :)

Sci-Fi City

New York

Random comics in Esplanade :)

Not so smiley

2010-06-07T19:23:00.002+08:00

Got me wondering, why would someone scream so much ?

Over a pot of plant or a dog
I know, it takes so much effort to get the plant growing again
But isn't the other person more important to you?
Maybe i have yet to get what does it mean to really love someone

But, even when their hair has turn grey
Wrinkles growing and vision deteriorating
I was hoping that this would stop,
Maybe i have yet to grow, but everytime someone screams

I can't help it, my eyes will be filled with tears
No matter how loud i blast the music,
I could still hear the screams and
Its playing in my head like a REPLAY

Maybe in 30 years time down the road i might turn out like that, i don't know
But i seriously hope that life wouldn't turn out to be like that

2010-06-07T12:53:00.003+08:00

At Bugis Street :)

I'm beginning to rot during the holiday!
So anyone, if you are free ... bring me OUT :D

Photos :)

2010-06-06T14:40:00.002+08:00

Some more random photos from Singapore :) :)

I shall get my afternoon nap, seriously i am hopeless; such a lazy bum :P

Oil and Water :)

2010-06-05T10:49:00.003+08:00

First of all,

MORE PHOTOS on Bugis!! :) :)

Oil and water,

That is how i describe the way we think. Me and mom.
We both think in our very own separate ways,
Maybe its the generation gap, i don't know.
But i really wish for once, she would understand how i feel and i would understand how she feels.

Or maybe its the hormones that is getting in the way disrupting both the way we think.
I don't know
But i still love her :)

Oh well, i only have about 2 more weeks to bum at home! Till i head to Korea, in less than month :)

Cheers!! :) :)

Somethings that we can't help it :)

2010-06-04T23:40:00.003+08:00

Intercontinental Hotel
Bugis Juction at Haylem Street

The place is air conditioned and covered, how i wish the entire Malaysia is like that too :)

As i was in the car looking out in the window today,
I can't talk much, since his mom was in the car
So i was thinking

What if;

I weren't chosen to attend the conference?
I didn't say yes to the first date?

See, there are so many "what ifs" in life

I guess, the future isn't in our hands
Somethings are just not meant for us to predict
So stop thinking

What is going to happen tomorrow, instead we shall just think of

How much we enjoyed today :)
Those crazy little things we do together, put a big huge smile on my face :)
And i enjoyed today very much and every moment i get to spend with you! :) :)

Singapore. Day 1 - Looking Around

2010-06-03T12:52:00.004+08:00

Alright, Day ONE in Singapore :)

At the train station!

We arrived at Singapore at about 8am,

Smiles after the 9 hours train ride

And we walked through many different places Power Stations, Trees, Lots of highways asking lots of directions

We pass by bus stops!

And voila, we reached Vivo City!

Oh joy, we manage to see some buildings at last! :)

Vivo City

Then we took an MRT from Harbour Front to Bugis!
After more direction asking, we reached the ....

Bugis Village

Bugis Junction

And next up, we entered Bugis Junction!

Smiles

And when summer ends :)

Books

And every moment is precious

First day of work! :)

Owhhh so yummy, makes my tummy so happy :)

Bitter not :)

Late night

I hate menstrual cycle. I hate hormones.

SUMMER SUMMER SUMMER! *chants* SUMMER!

Hello exams! :)

LDR

How to be a friend?

Frustrated. Tired.

My mom once said :)

Memories, let go and move on!

Farewells and hellos! :)

How getting sleep is a joy

To learn and grow!

Of birthdays and joy :)

Silence

The day after tomorrow

The many nature of human

Raining season, again.

Obsessive Compulsive Disorder

Don't

Far Away :)

What are words

The peculiar people we meet in life!

My two optimistic friends!

Just a gist

Just grow up!

Valentine's Day!

To be a friend ....

And its a new beginning.

CHINESE NEW YEAR ARR :)

6360km

Around the world!!! :)

Predator? ummm :)

I am a safe driver

Of Merlin and Mickey

Age

FOOD !!

Happy Happy :)

If you never did

Do or die

Stress

Little things in life :)

Gift

And then again....

Deep Down inside :)

Ah friends, those precious people in your life

Happy New Year!

I thought i might feel better

And at the toilet i thought it through .........

Some sanity needed.

Generation Gap

The law of attraction! :)

Merry Christmas!

Time flies, just a little bit too fast! :)

Those days

Just pause and think

And second year it is :)

Patience

Its a blessing

Fine Dining :)

I love Katy Perry!

A stubborn Donkey

The story of the amazing Popiah!

Friends :)

Ah Food everywhere :)

Age

Future? :X

facebook! :)

Cendols :)

:)

Holiday is not so blissful :)

And you will always be in my heart Miss Kay! :D

Fun Facts :)

Going off far away

SUMMER SUMMER SUMMER! chants SUMMER!